This is just a glimpse into my (Luke’s) head - the "Llama's Logic" at it's finest. I wrote what follows in my journal
during my time in Ethiopia learning about Sports Friends.
I don’t know how anybody could come see this ministry and
not be profoundly affected. We
visited three churches today, all of which were started through Sports Friends,
all of which are in otherwise 100% M_slim areas, and all of which were growing,
training leaders, and changing lives.
Denomination doesn’t matter.
Age doesn’t matter.
Building doesn’t matter.
God matters. These churches
exist for the glory of God and are actively and sacrificially
evangelizing. Visiting these
churches, even briefly, was both humbling and encouraging, and I find myself
deeply convicted of apathy. I keep
asking myself,
WHEN DID I LOSE SIGHT OF MY FIRST LOVE?
I was drawn to missions out of a confidence of God’s calling
in my life. Unlike so many things
in my life now, I didn’t resist this calling. I understood God’s amazing act of grace in my life, and I
desperately wanted the world to experience His grace, too. I was deeply, passionately in love with
Christ. But when did this raging
fire dim to a flickering candle?
When did I become comfortable in simply being a missionary in title, but
doing so little to actually tell others about Christ?
WHEN DID MY LOVE GROW COLD?
As I sit on the veranda of the beach house at Camp Langano,
I look up and read
Be
still and know that
I
AM GOD
-Psalm
46:10
A simple verse, and one that I have known for years. But even now it is exactly what I
needed to read. I feel so much
turmoil in my life and ministry right now, and I am so excited to go back and
see what God does with this experience.
I keep thinking of more and different ways to bring all I’ve learned
here to the field in Zambia.
Strategies repeatedly come to mind. Logistics.
Plans. But I need to always
remember that God is God, and He is in control. So, we may go back and see nothing happen in Zambia; or, we
can go back and see lives changed for Christ. Either way, He is truly and absolutely in control. I just get to participate in the great
things He is doing.
So I look forward to getting back to Zambia. I look forward to training church
leaders to actually care about the spiritual state of the world and actually do
something about it. I look forward
to being a part of an interdenominational church planting movement among the
“reached” and the unreached alike.
I look forward to seeing God change lives. I look forward to seeing the face and focus of missions
change so that we see incarnational missionaries passionately and intentionally
sharing the gospel. That’s what is
important. When did mission
strategy become more important than the gospel message? When did the status quo become more
important than radical change for Christ?
When did comfort become more important than Christ? When did church polity become more
important than gospel ministry? In
essence,
WHEN DID I BECOME MORE IMPORTANT THAN CHRIST?